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Second​-​Order

from Interiors by Suzaku Avenue

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Where I come from, this is what they call an eye-opener
I’ve missed six consecutive times of the month, but it’s worth it:
You’ve no idea the savings I’m making on sanitary towels
In the scheme of things, it probably doesn’t matter that I’m
Punching holes in the walls; but I’ve nowhere to go –
I sold my car to pay for ethanol and cotton balls

You see nobody’s gonna wanna fuck me when my best feature’s my hazel eyes
Would I rather a cup of soup, or a gap between my thighs?
And nothing tastes as good as skinny feels –
I can subsist on needles and skin and apple peels
A lighter and spoon will do instead of Prozac
Now watch these ribs poke through the flesh on my back.

Self-preservation is masturbation.
Self-medication is my affirmation.

They asked me how did I get this way
I asked them, “Do I need a reason?”
Well if I need a reason, then how about
“Double-A cups are like so in season.”
See I can be whoever I want when I stop this car,
I can be whoever I want when I stop this car,
Yes I can be whoever I want when I stop this car,
When I stop this car, when I stop this car

(Because I) don’t want to eat (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to sleep (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to stay (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to keep from trying anymore
I want to want whatever it is I need (whatever it is I need)
And I just don’t want to want whatever makes me bleed

Don’t want to fuck (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to sleep (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to taste (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to keep from trying anymore
I want to want whatever it is I need (whatever it is I need)
And I just don’t want to want whatever makes me bleed

You said to me, you haven’t cleaned the dishes in three weeks
Well, I haven’t eaten in three weeks either
If you want to know why, I’ll tell you
A couple of billion years ago, in a hydrogen soup, on some pitch-stained beach
It was decided that my eyes would be hazel
It’s all a joke, a trick, a celestial extortion
I am the abolition of choice; I am destiny’s abortion

So go ahead, shove that tube down my throat
I’ll deepthroat the fucker. I’ll swallow it all
Mushroom soup is my favourite kind
Mushroom soup is my favourite kind
You can’t save me, just the same as you can’t
Save a dog from shitting on the floor
Just the same as you can’t save yourself from breathing

I can’t create a new physical state
I can’t escape from what I’ve made

Remember what I said to you
I can be whoever I want when I stop this car
But I don’t know
Driving on the sand you’ll leave track marks
So I’ll just keep on spinning my wheels till the end of the night

(Because I) don’t want to eat (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to sleep (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to stay (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to keep from trying anymore
I want to want whatever it is I need (whatever it is I need)
And I just don’t want to want whatever makes me bleed

Don’t want to fuck (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to sleep (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to taste (but I want to want to)
Don’t want to keep from trying anymore
I want to want whatever it is I need (whatever it is I need)
And I just don’t want to want whatever makes me bleed

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from Interiors, released June 3, 2016

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Suzaku Avenue Dublin, Ireland

Post-hardcore/metal - Dublin.

"Sometimes Irish bands come out of the blue to just floor you like this, and it’s incredibly refreshing when they do. Suzaku Avenue have daring musical style that at times sounds like a completely free form, train of troubled consciousness confessional; except you know they’ve worked very hard at crafting it all...

It's not noisecore: it's noir-core." - MetalIreland
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